i.beliEVE in.

me.jesus.miracles.


first off. believe in yourself, or really you won't go around where in life. once you do you'll know..
second. jesus because long, long i mean extremely long story but this is the shorty short short version[][]about my sisters husbands brother that went on an LDS mission to argentina  few months went by and he got e coli and another freaky disease with it. his BODY completely shut down, paralyzed and partly blind ,had to spend millions and i millionz more the a million dollars on medical shiii; anyways, I've been trying to find myself who i really am and the other week i went to church; i fasted and before i fasted i had a purpose and my purpose was for zack// i prayed to Jesus and said, i will believe in you jesus cause I'm having a hard time,(omg thats so bad to say) if you heal zack before christmas and i swear ill always know that your a real deal& boom i guess it wasn't before christmas BUT next day after christmas;;i witness a miracle,
yup miracles happen. no need to explain. 
hes not exactly all better but he's doing marvelous!!
time for the realness of life- its a thirstythursday

mara has an addiction to kinky chatting. her number is 801-410-3369
i kinda miss my oak ridge boys. .

i just miss her. she was a mormor to never ever forget. uffda/

don't let the bedbugs bite.,

speak the truth even when your voice shakes.

you want to know what makes my heart hurt? when people call you fake, a liar, and can't take you serious : and think  you  as in ME,myself  need to grow up.   i don't get people, really i don't psychically understand peoples minds. doesn't make sense to blow up  & not talk about it normally. it  also blows my mind when people don't accept you as who you want to be or what you want to do with your life. the whole sorority thing;was NEVER a thing for me until bababoOOM.. yes I'm a dg  DELTA GAMMA  or the "dirty girls" dick garages, cokeHEADS. whatever you think; i don't really mind what cha think. like me for who i am. dgs are hot. delta gamma is more than paying for your friends haha parties, frat boys, its total something opposite; you'd have to be a dg. to understand! itb  <3 i wouldn't be who i am without it&such a great happy decision! its sad how people  judge "frats" from movies and all the jazz it really isn't like it maybe give it a chance er 2.
from the people I've met before i was a dg; hope you at least try to give it a chance; I'm no different; i mean i do good more often though....

When my son first left for college,
his dad gave him advice for life:
you can date each and every Kappa
But bring home a DG for a wife.

You can party with the Tri-Delts,
and it's fine to date a Zeta,
but when it's time to marry,
be sure she’s DG, not a Theta

Chi O's can be on your agenda,
and Pi Phi's are fun for a date,
but never, ever forget
that you'll want a DG as your mate.

We want you to enjoy your college years
and give all the sororities a spin.
But never buy a ring
unless DG is on her pin.

During your four years of college,
you'll go from one house to another,
but take the advice of your smiling ol'dad
and bring home a DG to your mother. 

"If you're dating a Delta Gamma raise your hand...if not raise your standards."
"Hot Damn, Delta Gam!

take a long look in the mirror.

youKNOWwhatBUGSme.

when you get in a fight with your parents for no reason. you tell them the truth and bam hits you right in the FACE; then you do that whole "you've always told me to be truthful" ha then they bam get more angries and are disappointed and do the whole guilt trip; damnit gets me everytime&also it doesn't help that i'm a girl&&& have to go throw tampons.pads.tampons.pads.tampons.tampons tampons because of that thing called a period pfhhh. and that cycle is coming for me. but i mean i guess if you didn't get into little hussels with your parents, they wouldn't give a rats ass about you period! sorry for the vulgar words i just have a hard time doing something when i have something already planned & i have to scratch out my plans but WHATEVER I'm over  anyways now thats off my chest; today was a pretty chill day, got my hair done; and kinnect dance dance 3 kicked my trash  but its so much funn&intense i wish it would snow already i like snow on christmas then i want it to be gone by new years but I'm thinking this year its going to be different and not snow till february and have snow till november2012 yahoo; NOT.it was weird not having any snow for christmas this year but if you really think of it weather is so weird & unpredictable, it must be hard being a weather man/women and getting the forecast wrong; thats just a slap in the knee cap .well off subject i got some cute mittens from my parents from christmas i love them; reminds me of the mADhatter. all i need now is a top hat and a ginger fro. yeahhbuddddy. I'm up for the challenge. can you see me with that orange hair? hahah geeez maybe not. 

well tomorrow will be exciting so i better go to sleep so when i wake up it will be the nextDAY. sounds good;sounds great ! p.s sorry all i did was write about me being a total brat but i mean it is reality people. oxoxo 

LATEnights.

those nights THAT don't start till 12:00 AM and you are suppose to be home no later than ONE  but don't actually care so you stay out till you get that sad feeling that your parents are weirdly wait is weirdly  a word? anyways worried sick and want you home safe and sound. yuuuuuup TELL me about it; sometimes its just rough to wanna leave somewhere even if you aren't even doing something "funn"  ill tell you again;  I'm easily entertained and don't need a show to be impressed,  trust  me its more of a turn OFF if you ha pfhhh try. so lets talk about the real deal: kelseyjane & annaolivia. yeah buddy; those two ladies, gals, girls, sexy thANgs whateva you want to call them MAKE me want to live my life the way i WANT to; no joke
 no no no need to ever  feel like they wouldn't be there for me because guess what guys! i know i know my hearts tells me they got my back through the thick&thin. its like I'm married to them or somesin. uhmm is that weird? ha oh well think what you wanna jannna think its real  lyfe. hahahhaa yeah.... I'm as white as it gets. ahhhhhh yeahhhhhh suckaniggerdickorsomething.
FACT:ted bunny was a pike just throwing that out, don't take it personally pikes its kinda.. hot
my eyes are getting sleepy & i need my sleepy time so I'm a happy girl in the morning. 
meet my penguin feeties jeffery&jane; kelseys reindeers: bucket&beatrice.
and can't forget about anna and her stinky feeties kidding I'm the one with the smelly indianshoes.

nightynight&say.your.prayers. i promise it will help also ALWAYS wear your retainer going to bed; it hurts your little brain and teethies if you forget.

chestnuts roastin

this is my first blog and guess what..... its CHRISTMAS.  tis the season everybody; i hope your day is as joyful as mine is. remember the birth of jesus; if it wasn't for him, that I'm not really sure what would be happening. While sitting by the fire at my grandma kays house it made me realize how lucky i am for the family that i have. people always say they have the best  family in the world but really I've got it in the bag; family is family.  so glad that i could spend an other christmas with the best  family that i could ever ask for.